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🏞️Artistic Diaries🍁

The Therapy my mind suggested to indulge with, when you get mentally tiresome( Babysitting alarmingly tests your mental stability - Breathe in↔️Breathe out ) and I am happy the way it worked out for me. Hand followed mind with paints and brushes.

#1. Bird admiring Sunset: Watching sunset silently, is alluring, the oceanic view sunset being the perfect one. The thudding sound of waves, tickling wind that cools your skin, mixture of orange-yellow-red lights tending to get dimmer - The Perfect Time to lie on to the shoulders of your soulmate, holding his hands against your body and letting go of yourself. 

#2. Nightime Whispers: Wonder why most people choose night time, the best time to love, dream, share, think, worry, cry.........(endless list). People tear away their masks at night - they be themselves. Isn't that what make nights special for all? Yes! It is.
( Birds chirping - Silence - Relaxing silence - Beautiful silence )

#3. The Nature: Be colorful - Be vibrant. I tried to blend in all possible colors I like, to make it a Happy Piece of Art.
Happy - Happiness - Crunchy - Crunchiness - Yummy - Yumminess

Thug Life😎

When expectations meet reality, what do you usually face? Disappointments!
Thug life
26 years on this earth was indeed a rollercoaster ride. People might think that this is pure exaggeration. But NO!
Everyone fights there own battles. Sometimes my heart gets ripped off terribly to the point I feel like it cannot be sewn back normal.
But then "SURPRISE"!!! It wakes up like Phoenix from its own ashes.
That's how it is.
Thanking one and only Jesus for partaking in all of these events: Crying - Complaining - Again Crying - Stop Crying - Tears start rolling down cheeks - Again Crying at its peak - Thinking I can't deal with it anymore- Fed Up - Blabbering - Process on Repeat mode .
So my point is, the one and only reason for my inner strength is Jesus. He who is the constant companion. Give it a try. Available 24/7. No one gets disappointed. For I get answers every time I call him.
Ting Ting Tidin 珞

The Secret of Happiness ( Mini Story )

She gazed at the sky spread majestically above her - round bright moon spreading it's milky happiness around🌕 ; twinkling stars illuminating the panorama🌌🌠🌟; Night birds singing🐦🦉. She could hear whispers of river flowing. It must be some where near. Breeze carrying the scents of flowers🌫️🌸. Do flowers bloom at night? She wondered.
She headed her way towards the stream, following the sound. There it is! Flowing by the side of a grove🐟🐠. Slowly she glazed her fingers with water. Pebbles must feel the same way, she got envious. Drawn by the irresistible charm of the stream, she slid herself into the water, letting it grace her, soothe her.
She placed her palm towards her chest. The rageous thudding, thrumming of the heart has faded away. Instead, it's beating calmly now. Happiness seeping all over her heart , slowly filling whole of it.
"One can taste happiness for absolutely no reason", she realised.
Slowly she closed her eyes, smiling.

~End~
- Meria Joseph

Sleeping Baby Saga

My baby now sleeps listening to Ed Sheeran's Perfect.
And I got a chance to patiently listen to the lyrics over and over again , than drifting away by the music ( I get carried away by the music and rarely music and lyrics strike me together in one go).
Beautiful lyrics! I must admit that I am in love with the lyrics.
Well described the way he falls slowly, yet deeply for her. How he sees and treasures her inner beauty and always keep her assured on how precious she is for him. When he asks to hold his hands(in the song), it symbolifies, a promise, that he will be by her side, no matter how hard life seems to be. Awwwwww 😍😍😍💕( Tears start spilling my eyes ).

Quoting the song below(Perfect-Ed Sheeran)

I found a love for me
Darling just dive right in
And follow my lead
Well I found a girl beautiful and sweet 
I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love

Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight

Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my girl, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight

Assets

If you want to live a contented life, then - one or two people in front of whom you can be the real you, who will take you for what you are, see you as who you are, then those are the greatest assets you can possess and nurture in your life (Neither wealth nor luxury can give this kind of prolonged happiness. I should also accept that proper spiritual life enhances inner happiness immeasurably - it is not an asset to be achieved, but is a necessity like food or water. Religions constraint spirituality to rules and limits and expectations, which as per me, will not give the ecstasy of a spiritual life. I am an ardent believer and devotee of Jesus Christ but he never created religion. He devoted his lifetime for Humans in need - Humans who suffer - Humans who are despondent - and he died for them. His teachings focus on Love - Love for his father - Love for fellow beings - Love for even enemies - Love for the Sinners ( People who claim to be Mr/Mrs Perfect were always reprimanded by him ) ; Else he would have alleged the prostitute who came before him begging mercy - instead he set her free with a loving reminder of not repeating the mistakes.)

Coming back to my point, treasure these people(Assets) as they will be your back, they will understand the pain behind your smile ( I am not trying to be overly poetic here, it happens ), one simple stare straight into your eyes some times make them aware of what you think, without even uttering a word.

So if you have come across some one in your life matching above description, don't you dare loose them!!!!

Love laws-God of Small Things

Started reading this 1997 Booker Price Winner under the high recommendation and constant pestering of Shilpa, my sister, second among the 3 siblings. She ranked this book as one among the Bests she has read so far.
Finally I fell for her spell - ordered an online copy - started reading it immediately (I couldn't read it in one stretch as I had other Mommy priorities).
Here is what I think about it. The book throws subtle sensation of a thriller. Vivid images would glide past our mind as whole of the fiction is enriched with intricate details.
Well! What that set me thinking was Author's questioning on the love protocols or love stereotypes fixed by human race.
I am not positive on two people succumbing to lust. What I believe is, there should be a meaning, a connection, an innermost whirl of love, a bond that connects two souls together. If they can find solace in each other; If grief,sorrow,disappointments dissolve away when they are together; If one can be the back of another; If the weaknesses of one person vanishes away by the presence of the other; If, so well they fit together like the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle; Then they are meant for each other. Then there is essence in the love they share together. They complete each other.

Arundhati Roy portrays such kind of love, the love that arises in solitude, the love that longs for a tender and warm heart to pour oneself in. She has established her own language through out the book: "Dum dum".
A Creative Novel that sequels through negative events(whole novel is packed with tragedies) and then the climax envelopes all the negative scenarios(from start till end) for a positive reason, which is love or lack of love or craving for love.

P.S : May be it's hard to find such kind of love; May be only very few people had ever encountered such kind of love. May be the author herself has sought for a similar kind of love.